just one more thing...

I've learned that it takes a very long time to build up trust, and only a moment to destroy it...

i hate so much about the things you choose to be

on Fake Friends [again] and life...

You know, I still feel the same way about fake friends as I always have, but it has just recently been thrown in my face that you never really know who your TRUE friends are until you really need them. Then there are those people who hear about a tenth of a conversation and THINK they know what you are talking about...who should shut up and mind thier own business, but don't - I've discovered that life is really way to short for this high school crap, because nothing is more important than my mom! Not some band, not some guy who really could care less, not even people who you thought were your friends! It comes down to who you can really count on when you absolutely need them to be there, your real friends! For those of you who are wondering about this post- my mom was just diagnosed with a rare condition that is similar to Muscular dystrophy and when I needed some friends to be there for me, I found out who my real friends were...thanks you KNOW who you are...I love you all... I am always in YOUR corner too.

As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back.

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Dermatomyositis

It's been an interesting week & holiday... My mom is really sick, they think she has this condition called dermatomyositis, similar to muscular dystrophy. She has a HORRIBLE rash & she is weak all over. It has been a very LONG week... many hours in the car, lots of time at the doctor's office, and really, tons of non-quality time with mom - I HATE THAT! I love quality time with mom...