musings....

giving up my dream a second time, the ONE dream I always wanted, even after everything that has happened these past few years. I still love the group and what it stands for... except that sometimes, I just can't STAND the politics of the ones who don't get it... and does the dream last? who have I become? will I be able to continue to move on? I am broken... it is a love/hate relationship...

I seek comfort, solace, in words & music...

Alligator Brothers/Henry Lee Summer : Adam's Mark : Saturday, December 31

New Year's Eve: WOW! an GREAT show. Henry was in a good mood! Gigi- you looked smashing as always! Mark, Tim & Wade - thanks for the midnight toast! Nick & Eric - too cool! Rob: wonderful! and you rocked!

I hope the food was ok. I didn't want you to go hungry! I really enjoyed the down time with you all, football, jokes, food and good fun!

even the drama

I hope I can host the Green Room party again next year, I do hope you enjoyed!