…what the ?

… I don't know whether to laugh or cry… everything seems to be collapsing around me…and I am totally unable to prevent it…maybe I should chuck it all and go back to the farm…

…and…

never, ever forget to tell your mother you love her…

I miss her…

After a brief but tough battle with PPC (Primary Peritoneal Carcinoma) a very rare ovarian cancer that strikes mostly women who have had hysterectomies, I lost mother... she was so close to being home... then this struck. I think she just missed daddy too much to fight anymore, and it's alright, she's with him now... I really miss her, as we'd grown very close in the years since my dad's death. Actually, we became friends... I miss talking with her about mundane daily junk that seems to take over our lives...and those long Sunday afternoon drives that became increasingly harder for her to do...

I urge ALL women to be checked. It is detected with the following: 'tumor marker' CA-125 BLOOD TEST...

Mystery Illness Round 2

Well, it has been a long and strange road this illness has taken us on, and I am exhausted! Round 2 has struck, and its hospital time again...bedside sitting isnt really very fun, but its necessary right now...progress is being made, again... and exhaustion is following us or should I say, leading us around... I've met more cute Drs, Nurses, Aides, Techs, etc than I can count, and the staff is really been great...now, if we can just get it figured out...