9/11
5 years later, and I still don't know how to deal with everything that happened. Working at the airport was really scarey and even creepy! The skies were clear blue & silent for days, except for the flight of Air Force One over Indy! I broke the news to the building because I was running late and it was on the radio. We scrounged for a tv and watched the coverage continuously that day, unsure of what it would mean for us... I actually thought the world was coming to an end... even making deals with friends and acquaintances about what we would do in the event of that occuring! ...then losing my job a year later. And I am STILL looking! and what really matters to me the most? some of the friendships are so much more now... and we all remember our promises to each other from that fateful day... so I say to you, Let's all be good to each other...

WOW, What a wonderful thing I did for myself for my birthday!

The ticket was dirt cheap for the show I saw! $10 for FOUR, YES FOUR bands! And what a great show! And to top that off, I actually knew one of the bands! A shout out to Steepwater! Hi Boys!

Well, I think I've finally found someone who can rock as hard as Henry does! Lovehammers was absolutely rockin'! Marty was fun, friendly and quite the showman. And I met the band after the show! They were all very friendly and personable. and the tunes, WOW! I am officially a hammergirl, front row baby! And the camera got a real workout! I have a few pics posted on myspace (LavenderUnicorn), and hope to have a gallery at my site soon!

I think I may have to do a roadtrip - Chicago anyone?

Ahhh! That's better, more than one band a night!

Possum : Moon Dog Tavern : Friday, July 14

Boy did I enjoy listening to you guys! I miss you! I will be back out! Thanks for telling me Sparky! (was that Clark?)

Double Coyote : Kelly's : Friday, July 14

Frank, Tim - gotta tell ya, I had fun! It was nice to see Larz and Bryan & Rochelle

Alligator Brothers : Ben Davis 1985 Reunion : Saturday, July 15

That was fun! Glad I could get you some refreshment! ;)

------ I do hope to start getting back out to see more bands soon, now that my official state officer year is complete. Just have a few details to finish up on, then my free time will be just that, FREE!!! ;)

…ahhh, just a few more weeks of this crazy schedule of my Youth Group duties, and then, I will be back to band following in earnest! I am so sorry to my favs whom I haven't seen in a while! I haven't forgotten you and I do MISS you all. I just have certain duties to fulfill on a promise I made...

a heartfelt apology....

ahhh, I am such a dope! Wade darlin' Happy Birthday and I'm sorry for the little bit of "drama" I created most recently! ;)

I seek comfort, solace, in words, music & you...

Perform with the Band : Lulu's : Tuesday, February 21

Live band karaoke- OK so I fronted the band! OMyGod! I was nervous, had a major dose of Grand Mariner and was slightly off key, but it was fun, and after getting through the nerves, I might do that again! As long as the boys will have me! What fun!!!!! :)

Alligator Brothers : Lulu's : Wednesday, February 22

EVERYONE WAS ON FIRE!!!! Thanks for the encouragement! I might just have to sing again! (if you all don't care!) I do have to say - what a rush! Z & Bill: I think I am almost ready... hmmmm...

more musings- a bit of poetry for you:

untitled. 01.28.2006

-and sometimes the music
touches you so very deeply,
it swirls around inside you
until it reaches
your very soul, and shatters
into a million shards
filling you to your most
inner core...

LU.01.28.06 cyt


Music & Wine. 11.19.2005

music & wine
words, secrets, hopes, dreams
a warm hug,
a quick kiss
whispered words
a soft carress
comfortable silence
yet electricity in the air —
tilted glasses
nectar of the vine,
deep conversations
feelings, heavy & astute-
bluring the edges
thoughts tumbling in my
cloudy brain

LU.11.19.05 cyt

Alligator Brothers : Johanning : Saturday, January 28

What fun! Hey Rob: B-EE-RR-U-N beer run! can't believe I was the last one out, Thanks for listening boys! Wade: do you need a bodyguard? Glad you came over to my side of the bar? And we did finally open my wine cellar! But I think we got ahead of ourselves, and forgot to light the fire! On another evening then... with more music and less boxes?

Perform with the Band : Lulu's : Tuesday, January 31

hmmm, can we say, live band kareoke? It was fun, and maybe I'll get up with the band soon!

Alligator Brothers : Lulu's : Wednesday, February 1

OOhhh, nice! Hey Wade, Purple Rain almost reduced me to tears!

Candy Bomber : Lulu's : Thursday, February 2

Ahhh, Larz, just like old times! ;)

Jennie Devoe : Rathskellar : Friday, February 3

TOTALLY AWESOME! I missed you! I took over 200 photos! I have some posted on my website! I will gladly share! Can't wait for the (what was that I saw?) DVD? cool! Jon, my man, fantastic to see you, and thanks for the compliment!

Endless Summer : Mickey's : Friday, February 3

Ahh, it was just like the old days, more than one band to see! Glad I made it up to Mickey's for at least part of the show! Faith- thanks for the intros & the compliments! Everyone was so friendly! Nick & Lesa: thanks for the chat and the lift around front! I'll try to plan my evening a bit better next time for optimum listening pleasure of BOTH bands! ;)

The Flying Toasters : Avalon : Saturday, February 4

Jason honey! Thanks for the dedicated tune! Sonja- YOU ROCK! Chris, Rodney & Orvis: what fun! Oh Magical Bill- what happened to you? I couldn't find you after the show! Keep on hittin those skins! What a fun time! I'll be out to see you again soon!

musings....

giving up my dream a second time, the ONE dream I always wanted, even after everything that has happened these past few years. I still love the group and what it stands for... except that sometimes, I just can't STAND the politics of the ones who don't get it... and does the dream last? who have I become? will I be able to continue to move on? I am broken... it is a love/hate relationship...

I seek comfort, solace, in words & music...

Alligator Brothers/Henry Lee Summer : Adam's Mark : Saturday, December 31

New Year's Eve: WOW! an GREAT show. Henry was in a good mood! Gigi- you looked smashing as always! Mark, Tim & Wade - thanks for the midnight toast! Nick & Eric - too cool! Rob: wonderful! and you rocked!

I hope the food was ok. I didn't want you to go hungry! I really enjoyed the down time with you all, football, jokes, food and good fun!

even the drama

I hope I can host the Green Room party again next year, I do hope you enjoyed!

Merry
Christmas!

to all my musician friends, miss you, Happy New Year too!
~chicka

I think I did fall off the face of the earth. I found a house and got moved. The little house is fabulous, I even have a FIREPLACE!!!!! I will get back out on the music trail soon! Hope everyone has a Happy Holiday!

~chicka

You all must think I have fallen off the face of the earth, but alas, that little thing called life has intruded on my lovely night life! Not only have I been working 14-15 hour days and weekends, but now, in their infinite wisdom the NEW owners of my apartment building have decided that 29 of us are not worthy and have evicted us to make way for new condos! So, I am in the process of moving! GROSS!! I hate moving...

Carl Storie : Chammps : Friday, August 19

It was GREAT to see you all! Thanks for helping me celebrate my birthday!

The Flying Toasters : Mickey's : Friday, August 19

BILL! You guys rocked as usual! Oh, and a Happy BIRTHDAY to YOU!!!


luv,
~chicka

Happy Birthday to me!!!!

The Flying Toasters : Knights of Columbus Brickyard Party : Saturday, August 6

BILL! You guys rocked as usual! Sorry I have been neglecting you! And as always, I just show up and I am treated like family! You all are SOOOO nice to me. I love you all... Jason, I don't know, a stage air conditioner? Are you sure it wouldn't spoil you? hehehe BTW-anyone got an XL red, white & blue shirt I can buy? Ya'll were out last night :( Gotta get a FT shirt! :)

luv,
~chicka

Happy 4th to All!!! Remember to thank a soldier today!


Fun, sun, parades & fireworks... and absolutely fabulous weather!!! gotta love that!

A definate change from slogging in the nasty mess I found in my apartment when I returned from a 5 day trip (and the 4 hour drive home that accompanied it)...

HIKE Benefit w/Carl Storie : Muncie Performing Arts Center : Saturday, April 23

Did I scare you? What an absolutely fabulous thing you have done! I really enjoied it! My two worlds finally touched! Your daughter is great, I hope she decides to be a Job's Daughter! I do hope you can do it again!

HIKE: Hearing Impaired Kids Endowment Fund — Kids helping kids hear!

Ahhh, to my favorite bands that I have been neglecting — I hope to be out again soon. I have been so very busy… I have missed you all, and will be ready for some awsome tunes! (this includes Zanna-doo, Carl, Toasters and Jennie....)

Cool Jerk : Lulu's : Tuesday, May 3

Henry, you've done it again! What a fun evening! Playing what you don't know! Hmmm, GREAT IDEA! Now, if only I can come up with a bunch of STUMP the BAND songs!!! Play on!