Saturday, March 12, 2005

The Flying Toasters : Avalon : Friday, March 11

Thanks for the song Jason! You all ROCK! Thanks for treating me like family! Bill, Jason- everyone that matters say HI back! Bill - yeah, yeah! – I've said it before and I'll say it again, WHAT FUN! :)


BIRTHDAY BOY & crew: Moe & Johnny's
Wade, hope you had a good birthday. We must chit chat soon over a Sterling vine! My ear is always available to listen and my heart is there for you. You matter to me, of course I would never forget!

~chicka

Wednesday, March 09, 2005

Just some musings:

just a wierd dream, a visit from a ghost - making me think about some choices I am making and wondering how to handle them... Should I follow my heart or complete the promise I made to someone, even though it really means giving up my dream a second time? Wishing I could do both, even though in certain circles its frowned upon? And there isn't anyone out there who really understands. Its the ONE dream I always wanted, and have been denied for 20 years... and this is the absolute LAST chance to try to follow it, should I? I wish I could talk to someone about this dream and what it means, but who would get it? And I still want it, even after everything that has happened these past few years. I still love the group and what it stands for...

What happens to a person when they give up their dreams?